Perhaps you want to and/or can’t answer because of deep guilt and seemingly no point of return after all times/efforts/energies wasted, but, what do you think you’ve gotten out of; where do you think it’s gotten you; how do you think you’ve benefitted from; what do you think you’ve succeeded at through your violations and intrusions; how do you think it’s allowed improvement for you and your life for over 4 years now?
Out of the majority over these four years have any, at least one, stood up to, seriously questioned, and spoken out against the status quo?
*It is mind blowing to me that a Chief of Police, of any department, would allow their Officers to intentionally and purposefully cause ruckus and chaos before scores and scores of citizens (growing/developing/maturing/pure/innocent children), over just one person out of hatred, ignorance, bias, shallow and narrow mindedness. Perhaps it’s time for someone else to be promoted and elevated…?
[Slowly but surely the truth, what’s true of any situation and circumstance, will reveal itself.]